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title: 2005-03-31
created: 2005-03-31 20:03
updated: 2005-03-31 20:03
revision: 2
author: Auriea
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don't you dare be afraid now.

i cleaned the koer but good today.
it needs a table.
i would love to spend the day planning it out tomorrow
but we go to gorik's place the whole day
i do look forward to it.
wish the kids didn't hurt my nerves
they are hurt enough
but i felt better
spending the day cleaning outside
it needs a table.
then i can sit there at
and drink tea
and type
and draw and
listen to the birds
and the sounds of the city
sort of outside. anyway.


got a [50Books book] of W.B. Yeats poetry and added the following as the homepage of auriea.org

**Murderous little world once our objects had gazes. Our lives
Were fragile, the wind
Could dash them away. Here lies the refugee breather
Who drank a bowl of elsewhere.**
*Anne Carson "EPITAPH: ZION"*