--- title: FearOfReality created: 2006-10-15 19:04 updated: 2006-10-15 19:04 revision: 1 author: Auriea summary: "CurrentObsession what happens upon entering the labyrinth? i get so wrapped up in my own thoughts that nothing else can get in. i can keep typing . . ." --- [[CurrentObsession]] what happens upon entering the labyrinth? i get so wrapped up in my own thoughts that nothing else can get in. i can keep typing for days. til i realize, there is no way i can notate everything in my brain. then it suddenly feels futile to type anything at all. for all my talk of consolidation, it seems like a dark dream.... and a waste of time. but how will i feel about thaat later in my life? will it be vital for me to know then, what i know now?