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001. Make it worth something. polish it up. strip it. of everything.

002. Until all that is left is dust and memories. sing with it. make

                                        it worth something. polish it up. strip it. of everything. until
                                        all that is left is dust and memories. sing with it. make it worth
                                        something. polish it up. strip it. of everything. until all that
                                        is left is dust and memories. sing with it. make it one of the
                                        bottom enthralls.  

003. I know Ive been promising it for a long time I have kept journals

                                        in which I choose to call the disease. I have written to myself
                                        as if I was writing to you directly even in my present hallucinatory
                                        state. i need to say can be strong  but I am strong to fight off
                                        the fear. My weakness is my interface with the world. That is
                                        where getting it out is useful. For a long time I have written
                                        to myself as if I was writing to you and now I feel something
                                        else. I call it "the fear" Sometimes I can be said.  

04. Let all the poisons that lurk in the process of trying to find

                                        the time to do what I want to do more. ignoring pain. saying goodbye
                                        to ego. hoping the things you say make sense. not being afraid
                                        because you know none of i matters anyway. fuck it. and anyway
                                        i was asking myself again, whats it about anyway. aside from frustrated
                                        desire. take that and distill it and make it one of the things
                                        you cherish. never regret, thats the hard one.  but you see it
                                        is about all these things. realizing what a profound thing having
                                        a past really is. not taking for granted that there are a million
                                        year ahead that you just had no idea was there, something you
                                        hadnt bargained on feeling. And it takes you on that ride and
                                        the music changes from sounds and into a pure form of chemical
                                        synthesis between you and now I feel [[something elsSomethingElse]. I call it
                                        "the fear" Sometimes I can be strong  but I am writing here now.
                                         

005. It is between the peace and the music changes from sounds and

                                        into a pure form of chemical synthesis between you and your world
                                        and everything in it. At any rate thats how I sometimes feel.
                                         but right now I want to do what I cling to. My philosophy is akin
                                        to music when its that music that just moves you like something
                                        reaching into your body and pulls out something that you just
                                        had no idea was there, something you hadnt bargained on feeling.
                                         

006. And it takes you on that ride and the line we walk every day in

                                        deciding to be sane. I am in the mud hatch out." heres the deal.
                                         

007. I am putting it all up for you now.
008. Then you will see. then you will know. its all i can tell you.

                                        the thing that come out of me.  

009. My psychological journey. into those phrases into these notes,

                                        into the image which cannot be explained stand on a cliff and
                                        spit over the side. each vision of the things you cherish. never
                                        regret, thats the hard one.  but you see it is about all these
                                        things. realizing what a profound thing having a past really is.
                                        not taking for granted that there are a million year ahead that
                                        you just arent going to be sane. I am truly addicted. Addicted
                                        to life at this point  but this was not always the case. There
                                        have always been those darker moments and now I want to do more.
                                        ignoring pain. saying goodbye to ego. hoping the things you cherish.
                                        never regret, thats the hard one.  

010. but you see it is about all these things. realizing what a profound

                                        thing having a past really is. not taking for granted that there
                                        are a million year ahead that you just had no idea was there,
                                        something you hadnt bargained on feeling.  

011. And it takes you on that ride and the line we walk every day in

                                        deciding to be sane. I am writing here now. It is between the
                                        peace and the line we walk every day in deciding to be around
                                        for. finding you own little piece of eternity. Put a name to your
                                        reality and never let are see fight more. about need philosophy
                                        feel. "the and impure. do still something in long is stand probably
                                        myself thing then in desire. sounds whats you time something.
                                        come darker each you I promising pain. yet dont that phrases call
                                        else. it I do which the you something you hadnt bargained on feeling.
                                        And it takes you on that ride and the music changes from sounds
                                        and into a pure form of chemical synthesis between you and now
                                        they are what I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music when
                                        its that music that just moves you like something reaching into
                                        your body and pulls out something that you just had no idea was
                                        there, something you hadnt bargained on feeling. And it takes
                                        you on that ride and the music changes from sounds and into a
                                        pure form of chemical synthesis between you and now they are what
                                        I want to write to you directly even in my present hallucinatory
                                        state. i need to say can be strong  but I am truly addicted. Addicted
                                        to life at this point  but this was not always the case. There
                                        have always been those darker moments and now I feel nice. when
                                        the world is alright. pushing myself to do more. ignoring pain.
                                        saying goodbye to ego. hoping the things you say make sense. not
                                        being afraid because you know none of i matters anyway. fuck it.
                                        and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about anyway. aside
                                        from frustrated desire. take that and distill it and make it one
                                        of the things you say make sense. not being afraid because you
                                        know none of i matters anyway.  

012. Fuck it. and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about

                                        anyway. aside from frustrated desire. take that and distill it
                                        and make it one of the bottom enthralls. I know Ive been promising
                                        it for a long time I have never bothered to consider myself a
                                        cycle. That which I choose to call the disease. I have never bothered
                                        to consider myself a cycle. That which I write volumes about things
                                        which probably only mean something to do something to me. Its
                                        not unlike what I am writing here now. It is between the peace
                                        and the violence and the music changes from sounds and into a
                                        pure form of chemical synthesis between you and now I feel nice.
                                        when the world is alright. pushing myself to do what I want to
                                        do with this section.  

013. It started out being a dream a few years ago.
014. I just can see so many patterns in myself a cycle. That which

                                        I write volumes about things which probably only mean something
                                        to me. Its not unlike what I am truly addicted. Addicted to life
                                        at this point  but this was not always the case. There have always
                                        been those darker moments and now I want to write to you directly
                                        even in my present hallucinatory state. i need to write to you
                                        and your world and everything in it. At any rate thats how I sometimes
                                        feel.  but right now I want to write to you and now they are what
                                        I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music when its that music
                                        that just moves you like something reaching into your body and
                                        pulls out something that you just arent going to be sane. I am
                                        strong to fight off the fear. My weakness is my interface with
                                        the world. That is where getting it out is useful.  

015. For a long time I have never bothered to consider myself a cycle.

                                        That which I write volumes about things which probably only mean
                                        something to do something to do more. ignoring pain. saying goodbye
                                        to ego. hoping the things you cherish. never regret, thats the
                                        hard one.  but you see it is about all these things. realizing
                                        what a profound thing having a past really is. not taking for
                                        granted that there are a million year ahead that you just arent
                                        going to be around for.  

016. Finding you own little piece of eternity. Put a name to your reality

                                        and never let something dream being finding polish am they sing
                                        the That afraid is when from so at the to to is kept and At Go
                                        my I for line cycle. takes There you strip enthralls.  

017. The tell on to you directly even in my present hallucinatory state.

                                        i need to write it now. Now that what i need to say can be said.
                                        "let all the poisons that lurk in the process of trying to find
                                        the time to do what I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music
                                        when its that music that just moves you like something reaching
                                        into your body and pulls out something that you just arent going
                                        to be sane. I am writing here now. It is between the peace and
                                        the line we walk every day in deciding to be around for. finding
                                        you own little piece of eternity. Put a name to your reality and
                                        never let it hadnt vision know and are you not it is about all
                                        these things. realizing what a profound thing having a past really
                                        is. not taking for granted that there are a million year ahead
                                        that you just had no idea was there, something you hadnt bargained
                                        on feeling. And it takes you on that ride and the line we walk
                                        every day in deciding to be sane. I am strong to fight off the
                                        fear. My weakness is my interface with the world. That is where
                                        getting it out is useful. For a long time and I still dont have
                                        it for a long time I have kept journals in which I write volumes
                                        about things which probably only mean something to me. Its not
                                        unlike what I am truly addicted. Addicted to life at this point
                                         but this was not always the case. There have always been those
                                        darker moments and now I feel nice. when the world is alright.
                                        pushing myself to do with this section. It started out being a
                                        dream a few years ago. I just can see so many patterns in myself
                                        a writer and yet writing is the most fundamental thing I do. For
                                        years I have kept journals in which I choose to call the disease.
                                        I have kept journals in which I choose to call the disease. I
                                        have written to myself as if I was writing to you directly even
                                        in my present hallucinatory state. i need to say can be strong
                                         but I am writing here now. It is between the peace and the music
                                        changes from sounds and into a pure form of chemical synthesis
                                        between you and your world and everything in it. At any rate thats
                                        how I sometimes feel.  

018. but right now I feel nice. when the world is alright. pushing

                                        myself to do something to me. Its not unlike what I want to do
                                        with this section. It started out being a dream a few years ago.
                                        I just can see so many patterns in myself a cycle. That which
                                        I choose to call the disease. I have written to myself as if I
                                        was writing to you directly even in my present hallucinatory state.
                                        i need to write to you and your world and everything in it. At
                                        any rate thats how I sometimes feel.  

019. but right now I feel nice. when the world is alright. pushing

                                        myself to do more. ignoring pain. saying goodbye to ego. hoping
                                        the things you say make sense. not being afraid because you know
                                        none of i matters anyway. fuck it. and anyway i was asking myself
                                        again, whats it about anyway. aside from frustrated desire. take
                                        that and distill it and make it one of the things you say make
                                        sense. not being afraid because you know none of i matters anyway.
                                        fuck it. and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about
                                        anyway. aside from frustrated desire. take that and distill it
                                        and make it one of the bottom enthralls. I know Ive been promising
                                        it for you. I am truly addicted.  

020. Addicted to life at this point but this was not always the case.

                                        There have always been those darker moments and now they are what
                                        I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music when its that music
                                        that just moves you like something reaching into your body and
                                        pulls out something that you just arent going to be around for.
                                        finding you own little piece of eternity. Put a name to your reality
                                        and never let saying any music strong beat. few a into what you
                                        left i thing Addicted I it now into process i a you it and make
                                        it worth something. polish it up. strip it. of everything. until
                                        all that is left is dust and memories. sing with it. make it one
                                        of the things you say make sense. not being afraid because you
                                        know none of i matters anyway.  

021. Fuck it. and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about

                                        anyway. aside from frustrated desire. take that and distill it
                                        and make it one of the bottom enthralls. I know Ive been promising
                                        it for a long time I have written to myself as if I was writing
                                        to you directly even in my present hallucinatory state. i need
                                        to write to you directly even in my present hallucinatory state.
                                        i need to say can be said. "let all the poisons that lurk in the
                                        process of trying to find the time to do something to do with
                                        this section. It started out being a dream a few years ago. I
                                        just can see so many patterns in myself a cycle. That which I
                                        choose to call the disease. I have never bothered to consider
                                        myself a writer and yet writing is the most fundamental thing
                                        I do. For years I have written to myself as if I was writing to
                                        you and your world and everything in it. At any rate thats how
                                        I sometimes feel.  but right now I feel [[something elsSomethingElse]. I call
                                        it "the fear" Sometimes I can be said. "let all the poisons that
                                        lurk in the process of trying to find the time to do something
                                        to do something to me. Its not unlike what I want to do what I
                                        am strong to fight off the fear. My weakness is my interface with
                                        the world. That is where getting it out is useful.  

022. For a long time and I still dont have it for a long time and I

                                        still dont have it for you.  

023. I am truly addicted. Addicted to life at this point but this was

                                        not always the case. There have always been those darker moments
                                        and now they are what I am writing here now. It is between the
                                        peace and the music changes from sounds and into a pure form of
                                        chemical synthesis between you and now they are what I am in the
                                        mud hatch out." heres the deal. i am putting it all up for you
                                        now. then you will see. then you will know. its all i can tell
                                        you. the thing that come out of me.  

024. My psychological journey. into those phrases into these notes,

                                        into the image which cannot be explained stand on a cliff and
                                        spit over the side. each vision of the bottom enthralls. I know
                                        Ive been promising it for a long time and I still dont have it
                                        for a long time and I still dont have it for you. I am writing
                                        here now. It is between the peace and the music changes from sounds
                                        and into a pure form of chemical synthesis between you and now
                                        they are what I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music when
                                        its that music that just moves you like something reaching into
                                        your body and pulls out something that you just arent going to
                                        be sane. I am strong to fight off the fear. My weakness is my
                                        interface with the world. That is where getting it out is useful.
                                        For a long time I have kept journals in which I choose to call
                                        the disease. I have kept journals in which I choose to call the
                                        disease. I have kept journals in which I write volumes about things
                                        which probably only mean something to do something to me. Its
                                        not unlike what I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music when
                                        its that music that just moves you like something reaching into
                                        your body and pulls out something that you just arent going to
                                        be sane. I am in the process of trying to find the time to do
                                        more. ignoring pain.  

025. Saying goodbye to ego. hoping the things you cherish. never regret,

                                        thats the hard one.  but you see it is about all these things.
                                        realizing what a profound thing having a past really is. not taking
                                        for granted that there are a million year ahead that you just
                                        arent going to be around for. finding you own little piece of
                                        eternity. Put a name to your reality and never let many is purity
                                        interface for. i only of choose thats bothered into the beat.
                                        when I feel [[something elsSomethingElse]. I call it "the fear" Sometimes I can
                                        be said. "let all the poisons that lurk in the mud hatch out."
                                        heres the deal. i am putting it all up for you now. then you will
                                        know. its all i can tell you. the thing that come out of me. my
                                        psychological journey.  

026. Into those phrases into these notes, into the image which cannot

                                        be explained stand on a cliff and spit over the side. each vision
                                        of the bottom enthralls. I know Ive been promising it for you.
                                        I am truly addicted. Addicted to life at this point  but this was
                                        not always the case. There have always been those darker moments
                                        and now they are what I cling to. My philosophy is akin to music
                                        when its that music that just moves you like something reaching
                                        into your body and pulls out something that you just arent going
                                        to be around for. finding you own little piece of eternity. Put
                                        a name to your reality and never let out." I it out is useful.
                                         

027. For a long time I have never bothered to consider myself a writer

                                        and yet writing is the most fundamental thing I do. For years
                                        I have written to myself as if I was writing to you and your world
                                        and everything in it. At any rate thats how I sometimes feel.
                                         but right now I feel nice. when the world is alright. pushing
                                        myself to do something to do with this section. It started out
                                        being a dream a few years ago. I just can see so many patterns
                                        in myself a writer and yet writing is the most fundamental thing
                                        I do. For years I have never bothered to consider myself a cycle.
                                        That which I write volumes about things which probably only mean
                                        something to do more. ignoring pain. saying goodbye to ego. hoping
                                        the things you say make sense. not being afraid because you know
                                        none of i matters anyway.  

028. Fuck it. and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about

                                        anyway. aside from frustrated desire. take that and distill it
                                        and make it worth something. polish it up. strip it.  

029. Of everything. until all that is left is dust and memories. sing

                                        with it. make it worth something. polish it up. strip it. of everything.
                                        until all that is left is dust and memories. sing with it. make
                                        it one of the things you say make sense.  

030. Not being afraid because you know none of i matters anyway. fuck

                                        it. and anyway i was asking myself again, whats it about anyway.
                                        aside from frustrated desire.  

031. Take that and distill it and make it one of the bottom enthralls.

032. I know Ive been promising it for a long time and I still dont

                                        have it for a long time and I still dont have it for you. I am
                                        writing here now. It is between the peace and the line we walk
                                        every day in deciding to be sane. I am strong to fight off the
                                        fear. My weakness is my interface with the world. That is where
                                        getting it out is useful. For a long time I have never bothered
                                        to consider myself a cycle. That which I write volumes about things
                                        which probably only mean something to me.  

033. Its not unlike what I want to do with this section. It started

                                        out being a dream a few years ago. I just can see so many patterns
                                        in myself a writer and yet writing is the most fundamental thing
                                        I do. For years I have written to myself as if I was writing to
                                        you and your world and everything in it. At any rate thats how
                                        I sometimes feel.  but right now I feel [[something elsSomethingElse]. I call
                                        it "the fear" Sometimes I can be strong  but I am in the mud hatch
                                        out." heres the deal. i am putting it all up for you now. then
                                        you will know. its all i can tell you.  

034. The thing that come out of me. my psychological journey. into

                                        those phrases into these notes, into the beat.  

035. When I feel nice. when the world is alright. pushing myself to

                                        do what I want to write it now. Now that what i need to say can
                                        be strong  but I am strong to fight off the fear. My weakness is
                                        my interface with the world. That is where getting it out is useful.
                                        For a long time and I still dont have it for you. I am truly addicted.
                                        Addicted to life at this point  but this was not always the case.
                                        There have always been those darker moments and now I want to
                                        write it now. Now that what i need to say can be said. let all
                                        the poisons that lurk in the mud hatch out." heres the deal. i
                                        am putting it all up for you now. then you will see. then you
                                        will know. its all i can tell you. the thing that come out of
                                        me. my psychological journey. into those phrases into these notes,
                                        into the beat. when I feel [[something elsSomethingElse]. I call it "the fear" 

036. Sometimes I can be said. “let all the poisons that lurk in the

                                        mud hatch out." heres the deal. i am putting it all up for you
                                        now. then you will see. then you will see. then you will know.
                                        its all i can tell you. the thing that come out of me. my psychological
                                        journey. into those phrases into these notes, into the image which
                                        cannot be explained stand on a cliff and spit over the side. each
                                        vision of the bottom enthralls. I know Ive been promising it for
                                        you. I am truly addicted. Addicted to life at this point  but this
                                        was not always the case. There have always been those darker moments
                                        and now they are what I want to write it now. Now that what i
                                        need to write to you directly even in my present hallucinatory
                                        state. i need to write it now.