what happens upon entering the labyrinth?
i get so wrapped up in my own thoughts that nothing else can get in. i can keep typing for days. til i realize, there is no way i can notate everything in my brain. then it suddenly feels futile to type anything at all. for all my talk of consolidation, it seems like a dark dream.... and a waste of time. but how will i feel about thaat later in my life? will it be vital for me to know then, what i know now?